I feel like it has been forever since I last wrote anything. These last two month’s have been so full that it has pulled me away from my writing. We all face those times where we are just so jammed up and full of activities and work in our lives that we don’t take those times for ourselves and our personal focus and attention to our life and faith. We get so busy that even though we try to keep ourselves on point, it gets very difficult to to.
As an example, I have a daily habit of spending time in Scripture and prayer and then keeping my prayer journal to reflect on what I read and on my day and whatever thoughts come around for that day to reflect on. I have been in Scripture everyday for the past 3 years or so and started journaling at the start of this year. The last couple of month’s however, I noticed something. I was not writing everyday. I still read Scripture everyday, but I was not writing. I would just brush this off as if there was just not much to write on that day, but there was more to it. It came to head in the last week or so. I really started to realize that my mind and life had been so jammed up and filled with noise that I could not focus enough to write anything. Case in point, I have not written on this blog since early August right before a business trip to Colorado.
Since then, my work has been absolutely crazy, my poor wife was in the hospital in early September and of course kids activities for the fall have just kept so many distractions up. I am not complaining, but what I realized is that I was letting so much noise get in my head, that my heart was not as focused on my faith as it should be and on ensuring my mind and my heart were clear and focused.
Our worlds are full of chaos and noise. What I have come to realize is that through it all, we have to take time for ourselves to rest and refocus. Get away from the craziness or life in some way to get reconnected with God in your life and with your family. What’s the safety tip always given on an airplane if the oxygen masks come down? Always secure your mask before helping others. We have to make sure we take that time to ensure we are taken care of ourselves, otherwise it makes everything else that much harder.
I’m going to write more about this later, but this past weekend, my sons and I went on our first deer hunt together. It was not long, but we spent about 5 hours in our deer blind Saturday morning. What a great time it was for us. We got just hang out, but what else I loved was just sitting there and looking around. Listening to the trees in the breeze, watching squirrels and a raccoon running around and the couple of deer we saw come up in range of our bows, but not where we could shoot this time around. I was in complete awe of the beauty of it all. This is all God’s creation that He saw was good. It is absolute beauty. There were no other worries other than just taking it all in.
I’m to chronicle our hunts on another blog really soon, but I just had to share this because, this was what really opened my eyes again. I felt like I was reconnecting with God. Just as I am when I sent in solitude on the beach, I felt the same way sitting in silence in the woods on a crisp Fall morning. I realized I need to ensure I take those times to just reconnect. It certainly helped me refocus myself. While the busy life will always be there with work and 3 kids and my beautiful wife, I know I need those moments to give my heart and my mind the rest it needs to press that reset button and ensure I don’t lose sight of my God and all that He has created me for and all that He is in my life and that I stay connected with Him fully which helps me stay connected with my family and everything else even better.
Good to be back writing again. I’ve certainly missed it these past couple months.